Kaleidoscope 歌詞・和訳｜Graupel (lyrics)

What is left behind in my own life

I know it's going so badly

It's far from the place that I dreamed of once before

So now I'm inside out

It's upside down

I feel like I'm pretending

There's no place to go back to when I fall apart

When I'm lost inside my hopeless heart

It slowly kills me

If I'm falling,

I wonder why all I hate seems so beautiful

All I want is the night I could feel alive

It's just so simple

So now I'll figure out

What it's all about

The world goes round without me

Now I need to wake up and get right back down to earth

Everything seems so far

but it's mine

This is not my happy ending

Now I need to get back to what I had when I was sure

It never ends without an open mind

It always hurt me badly

When I was lost inside useless lies

It cuts me deeply

If I'm falling,

I wonder why all I hate seems so beautiful

All I want is the night I could feel alive

It's just so simple

So what is real

Who am I meant to be

It's so hard to breathe

What if I could feel

the light I believed in

The world I'd like to be in

is inside of me

So now I can be

who I dreamed I'd be

So now it begins

There's no need to grieve

and it's time to leave

I'll make it real

So now I can feel

So now I can breathe

So now I can believe in who I am

This is my last time

to change my world

The light is on so brightly

No matter how hard it is, now this is goodbye

If I'm falling,

I wonder why all I hate seems so beautiful

All I want is the night I could feel alive

It's just so simple

what is left behind in my own life

i know it's going so badly

it's far from the place that i dreamed of once before

so now i'm inside out

it's upside down

i feel like i'm pretending

there's no place to go back to when i fall apart

when i'm lost inside my hopeless heart

it slowly kills me

if i'm falling,

i wonder why all i hate seems so beautiful

all i want is the night i could feel alive

it's just so simple

so now i'll figure out

what it's all about

the world goes round without me

now i need to wake up and get right back down to earth

everything seems so far

but it's mine

this is not my happy ending

now i need to get back to what i had when i was sure

it never ends without an open mind

it always hurt me badly

when i was lost inside useless lies

it cuts me deeply

if i'm falling,

i wonder why all i hate seems so beautiful

all i want is the night i could feel alive

it's just so simple

so what is real

who am i meant to be

it's so hard to breathe

what if i could feel

the light i believed in

the world i'd like to be in

is inside of me

so now i can be

who i dreamed i'd be

so now it begins

there's no need to grieve

and it's time to leave

i'll make it real

so now i can feel

so now i can breathe

so now i can believe in who i am

this is my last time

to change my world

the light is on so brightly

no matter how hard it is, now this is goodbye

if i'm falling,

i wonder why all i hate seems so beautiful

all i want is the night i could feel alive

it's just so simple

What will remain of my life when it is over?

I know everything has been going terribly

I am far from the place I once dreamed of

Now I have turned myself inside out

Everything has been flipped upside down

I feel as if I am only pretending

When I break apart, there is nowhere to return

I am lost inside this hopeless heart

It is slowly destroying me

If I am falling,

Why does everything I hate look so beautiful?

All I want is one night when I can feel alive

It should be that simple

So I will work out

What any of this means

The world keeps turning without me

I need to wake up and come back down to earth

Everything looks so distant

Yet it belongs to me

This will not be my happy ending

I need to return to what I believed in

Nothing ends when the mind stays open

It always wounded me deeply

Whenever I was trapped in pointless lies

They cut me to the core

If I am falling,

Why does everything I hate look so beautiful?

All I want is one night when I can feel alive

It should be that simple

So what is real?

Who am I supposed to become?

Breathing has become so difficult

What if I could touch

The light I once believed in

The world where I want to live

It is already inside me

Now I can become

The person I dreamed of being

Now everything begins

There is no reason to mourn

It is time to leave

I will make it real

Now I can feel

Now I can breathe

Now I can believe in myself

This is my final chance

To change my world

The light is shining with all its strength

No matter how difficult it is, I say goodbye now

If I am falling,

Why does everything I hate look so beautiful?

All I want is one night when I can feel alive

It should be that simple

我的人生最後會留下什麼

我知道一切都糟透了

我早已遠離曾經夢想的地方

如今我彷彿翻轉了自己

一切都顛倒過來

我覺得自己只是在假裝

當我崩潰時，已經沒有地方可回去

我迷失在這顆絕望的心裡

它正慢慢將我殺死

如果我正在墜落

為什麼我憎恨的一切看來如此美麗

我只想要一個能感覺活著的夜晚

事情本該如此簡單

所以我會找出

這一切究竟代表什麼

世界沒有我也照樣轉動

現在我得醒來，重新回到大地

一切看起來都那麼遙遠

但它仍屬於我

這不會是我的幸福結局

我得回到那個曾深信不疑的自己

只要保持開放，事情就不會真正結束

它總是狠狠傷害我

當我迷失在無用的謊言裡

那些謊言深深割傷我

如果我正在墜落

為什麼我憎恨的一切看來如此美麗

我只想要一個能感覺活著的夜晚

事情本該如此簡單

那麼什麼才是真實

我注定要成為誰

呼吸變得如此困難

如果我能感受到

那道曾經相信的光

那個我想置身其中的世界

其實就在我的心裡

現在我可以成為

夢想中的那個自己

現在一切開始了

不需要再悲傷

是時候離開

我會讓它成為真實

現在我能感受

現在我能呼吸

現在我能相信真正的自己

這是我最後一次機會

去改變我的世界

光正無比明亮地亮著

無論多麼艱難，現在都要道別

如果我正在墜落

為什麼我憎恨的一切看來如此美麗

我只想要一個能感覺活著的夜晚

事情本該如此簡單