Shadow Memory 歌詞｜Soala (lyrics)

鏡に映る薔薇は色を失って

私を呼ぶの

空っぽな心を黒く満たしていく

The pain still stays with me

癒えない　見えない　深い傷跡

痛みだけが教えてくれるの

忘れないで消さないでと叫ぶように

捻れた音のMelody

酷く爛れたMemory

何度もあの夜を照らして

Your shadow dances underneath the light

私を引き裂く記憶は

綺麗なまま黒く染まって

近づくほど見えなくなっていく

I'm sorry… I can't leave you behind

消えない足音がこの鼓動を止めないの

戦慄が奏でた不協和音の中で今影を探して

戸惑いも恐れも過去に置き去りにして

まるで機械のように

誰の為なんの為に生きていくのか

Someone please tell me

言えない　消したい　心の残像を

取り残された痛みと共に

鋭くなって強くなって愛せるように

掠れた音のMelody

積み重ねた数のMemory

何度も奇跡を願って

Your shadow dances underneath the light

私を引き裂く記憶は

綺麗なまま黒く染まって

近づくほど見えなくなっていく

I'm sorry… I can't leave you behind

消えない足音がこの鼓動を止めないの

戦慄が奏でた不協和音の中で今影を照らして

傷ついては美しさを増す

愛し愛されることの意味も

もっと深く感じ生きていたい

信じることをただ恐れないで

Your shadow dances underneath the light

私を引き裂いた記憶が

綺麗な光に変わって

先の見えない道を照らしている

I'm sorry… I can't leave you behind

消えない足音がこの鼓動を止めないの

戦慄を奏でた不協和音の中で今影を探して

Kagami ni utsuru bara wa iro wo ushinatte

Watashi wo yobu no

Karappo na kokoro wo kuroku mitashite iku

The pain still stays with me

Ienai mienai fukai kizuato

Itami dake ga oshiete kureru no

Wasurenaide kesanaide to sakebu you ni

Nejireta oto no Melody

Hidoku tadareta Memory

Nando mo ano yoru wo terashite

Your shadow dances underneath the light

Watashi wo hikisaku kioku wa

Kirei na mama kuroku somatte

Chikazuku hodo mienaku natte iku

I'm sorry… I can't leave you behind

Kienai ashioto ga kono kodou wo tomenai no

Senritsu ga kanadeta fukyouwaon no naka de ima kage wo sagashite

Tomadoi mo osore mo kako ni okizari ni shite

Marude kikai no you ni

Dare no tame nan no tame ni ikite iku no ka

Someone please tell me

Ienai keshitai kokoro no zanzou wo

Torinokosareta itami to tomo ni

Surudoku natte tsuyoku natte aiseru you ni

Kasureta oto no Melody

Tsumikasaneta kazu no Memory

Nando mo kiseki wo negatte

Your shadow dances underneath the light

Watashi wo hikisaku kioku wa

Kirei na mama kuroku somatte

Chikazuku hodo mienaku natte iku

I'm sorry… I can't leave you behind

Kienai ashioto ga kono kodou wo tomenai no

Senritsu ga kanadeta fukyouwaon no naka de ima kage wo terashite

Kizutsuite wa utsukushisa wo masu

Aishi aisareru koto no imi mo

Motto fukaku kanji ikite itai

Shinjiru koto wo tada osorenaide

Your shadow dances underneath the light

Watashi wo hikisaita kioku ga

Kirei na hikari ni kawatte

Saki no mienai michi wo terashite iru

I'm sorry… I can't leave you behind

Kienai ashioto ga kono kodou wo tomenai no

Senritsu wo kanadeta fukyouwaon no naka de ima kage wo sagashite

The rose reflected in the mirror loses its color

And calls to me

Filling my empty heart with black

The pain still stays with me

An unhealed, unseen, deep scar

Only pain tells me it is there

As if shouting, "Do not forget me, do not erase me"

A Melody of twisted sound

A horribly inflamed Memory

Illuminating that night again and again

Your shadow dances underneath the light

The memory that tears me apart

Stays beautiful as it is dyed black

The closer I get, the less I can see

I'm sorry… I can't leave you behind

Footsteps that will not fade keep this heartbeat from stopping

Within the dissonance played by terror, I search for the shadow now

Leaving hesitation and fear behind in the past

Like a machine

For whom and for what am I living?

Someone please tell me

The afterimage in my heart I cannot name and want to erase

Together with the pain left behind

So I can grow sharper, stronger, and able to love

A Melody of a rasping sound

Countless layers of Memory

Wishing for a miracle again and again

Your shadow dances underneath the light

The memory that tears me apart

Stays beautiful as it is dyed black

The closer I get, the less I can see

I'm sorry… I can't leave you behind

Footsteps that will not fade keep this heartbeat from stopping

Within the dissonance played by terror, I illuminate the shadow now

Each wound adds to the beauty

The meaning of loving and being loved

I want to feel it more deeply and stay alive

Do not simply be afraid to believe

Your shadow dances underneath the light

The memory that tore me apart

Changes into beautiful light

And illuminates the road whose end I cannot see

I'm sorry… I can't leave you behind

Footsteps that will not fade keep this heartbeat from stopping

Within the dissonance once played by terror, I search for the shadow now

鏡中映出的玫瑰失去色彩

呼喚著我

把空蕩的心染成一片黑

疼痛依然留在我身上

無法痊癒、看不見的深刻傷痕

只有疼痛告訴我它仍存在

彷彿吶喊著「不要忘記、不要抹去」

扭曲聲音的旋律

嚴重潰爛的記憶

一次又一次照亮那個夜晚

你的影子在光芒下舞動

撕裂我的記憶

保持美麗，卻被染成黑色

越是靠近，越看不清

對不起……我無法把你留下

不會消失的腳步聲，讓這顆心無法停止跳動

在戰慄奏出的不協和音裡，此刻尋找那道影子

把迷惘與恐懼遺留在過去

如同機器一般

究竟為了誰、為了什麼活下去

誰能告訴我

無法說出口、想抹去的心中殘影

與被留下的疼痛一起

願我變得銳利、強大，直到能夠去愛

沙啞聲音的旋律

層層堆積的記憶

一次又一次祈求奇蹟

你的影子在光芒下舞動

撕裂我的記憶

保持美麗，卻被染成黑色

越是靠近，越看不清

對不起……我無法把你留下

不會消失的腳步聲，讓這顆心無法停止跳動

在戰慄奏出的不協和音裡，此刻照亮那道影子

每次受傷，反而增添美麗

愛人與被愛的意義

我想更深刻地感受並活下去

不要只是一味害怕相信

你的影子在光芒下舞動

曾撕裂我的記憶

化為美麗的光

照亮看不見前方的道路

對不起……我無法把你留下

不會消失的腳步聲，讓這顆心無法停止跳動

在曾由戰慄奏出的不協和音裡，此刻尋找那道影子