憧憬 歌詞｜TrySail (lyrics)

見上げた果てしのない世界

呪われた夢だと気づいてたんだ

あなたが憎くて愛おしい

憧れが醜く形を変えても

あなたが背負う十字架さえも

羨む僕には美しいものだった

傷跡さえも誇れるのなら

それを強さと呼ぶのか？

人はなぜ一番弱い指で

約束をしては確かめ合うの？

あなたがいたから僕は弱さを知った

それでも側にいたいと願った

周回遅れで追う背中に

伸ばす手はまだ届かないけれど

いつか辿り着くその瞬間までは

あなたをなぞる軌道で

憧憬を見ていた

隠した痛みと幼さを

打ち明けることさえ貴方は嫌う

言葉を持たずに生きてた

出会う前の僕は疑いも知らずに

形を保つこの体さえ

いつかは朽ちゆく、あの花の様に。

繋ぎ行く命、手放す時は

記憶さえ超えなければ

あなたという風に乗り

しがみついてた

諦めきれない側にいることを

振り向かず先を行く

あなたの邪魔には

なりたくないから

強くなるしかないんだ

人はなぜ一番弱い指で

約束をしては確かめ合うの？

あなたがいたから僕は弱さを知った

それでも側にいたいと願った

追いつくことを愛と呼べば

追い越す先で待つのは孤独か

いつか辿り着くその瞬間までは

あなたをなぞる軌道で

追いかけ続けた背中越しの

憧憬を見ていた

Miageta hateshi no nai sekai

Norowareta yume da to kizuitetan da

Anata ga nikukute itooshii

Akogare ga minikuku katachi wo kaete mo

Anata ga seou juujika sae mo

Urayamu boku ni wa utsukushii mono datta

Kizuato sae mo hokoreru no nara

Sore wo tsuyosa to yobu no ka?

Hito wa naze ichiban yowai yubi de

Yakusoku wo shite wa tashikameau no?

Anata ga ita kara boku wa yowasa wo shitta

Soredemo soba ni itai to negatta

Shuukai okure de ou senaka ni

Nobasu te wa mada todokanai keredo

Itsuka tadoritsuku sono shunkan made wa

Anata wo nazoru kidou de

Doukei wo mite ita

Kakushita itami to osanasa wo

Uchiakeru koto sae anata wa kirau

Kotoba wo motazu ni ikiteta

Deau mae no boku wa utagai mo shirazu ni

Katachi wo tamotsu kono karada sae

Itsuka wa kuchiyuku ano hana no you ni.

Tsunagi yuku inochi tebanasu toki wa

Kioku sae koenakereba

Anata to iu kaze ni nori

Shigamitsuiteta

Akiramekirenai soba ni iru koto wo

Furimukazu saki wo iku

Anata no jama ni wa

Naritakunai kara

Tsuyoku naru shika nain da

Hito wa naze ichiban yowai yubi de

Yakusoku wo shite wa tashikameau no?

Anata ga ita kara boku wa yowasa wo shitta

Soredemo soba ni itai to negatta

Oitsuku koto wo ai to yobeba

Oikosu saki de matsu no wa kodoku ka

Itsuka tadoritsuku sono shunkan made wa

Anata wo nazoru kidou de

Oikaketsuzuketa senakagoshi no

Doukei wo mite ita

I looked up at a world without end

I had realized it was a cursed dream

I hate you, and yet you are dear to me

Even when admiration twists into something ugly

Even the cross you carry

Looked beautiful to me, who could only envy it

If you can take pride even in your scars

Is that what we call strength?

Why do people make promises

With the weakest finger, then use them to reassure each other?

Because you were there, I learned what weakness was

Even so, I wished to remain beside you

I chase your back from a lap behind

Though the hand I reach out still cannot touch you

Until the moment I finally arrive there

Along an orbit tracing your path

I kept watching my ideal

The pain and childishness you conceal

You hate even the thought of revealing them

I lived without words

Before meeting you, I did not even know doubt

Even this body that still holds its shape

Will someday decay, like that flower

When the life we pass onward must be released

If it cannot even go beyond memory

I rode the wind that was you

And clung to it

I cannot give up on being beside you

You keep going ahead without looking back

And I do not want

To stand in your way

So becoming stronger is my only choice

Why do people make promises

With the weakest finger, then use them to reassure each other?

Because you were there, I learned what weakness was

Even so, I wished to remain beside you

If catching up can be called love

Is loneliness waiting beyond the point where I pass you?

Until the moment I finally arrive there

Along an orbit tracing your path

Beyond the back I never stopped chasing

I kept watching my ideal

仰望那無邊無際的世界

我早已察覺，那是一場受詛咒的夢

我恨你，卻又深深愛惜你

即使憧憬扭曲成醜陋的形狀

就連你背負的十字架

在只能羨慕的我眼中也曾如此美麗

如果連傷痕都能引以為傲

那就能稱為堅強嗎？

人為何要用最脆弱的手指

許下約定，再彼此確認呢？

因為有你，我才認識了自己的軟弱

即使如此，我仍祈求留在你身旁

落後整整一圈追逐著你的背影

伸出的手雖然仍觸碰不到

直到某天終於抵達的那一刻

我沿著描摹你的軌道

凝望著憧憬

你把隱藏的痛苦與稚嫩

就連坦白出來這件事都厭惡

曾經的我沒有言語地活著

與你相遇以前，甚至不懂懷疑

就連這副仍維持形體的身軀

終有一天也會像那朵花般腐朽

當延續的生命終須放手之時

倘若連記憶都無法超越

我乘上名為你的風

緊緊攀附著

我無法放棄留在你身邊

你不回頭地走向前方

因為我不想

成為你的阻礙

所以只能讓自己變得更強

人為何要用最脆弱的手指

許下約定，再彼此確認呢？

因為有你，我才認識了自己的軟弱

即使如此，我仍祈求留在你身旁

若把追上你稱作愛

那麼超越你的前方，等待我的會是孤獨嗎

直到某天終於抵達的那一刻

我沿著描摹你的軌道

越過那道始終追逐的背影

凝望著憧憬